Its perhaps my first tryout into blogging and perhaps i just think some of my concepts or the incidents i tell may be weird, but are more or less Real..I just think my life is being run by a certain law that tries to make me, my life my surroundings fluctuating that perhaps stability has lost a word in my daily routine. Everytime i think about anything or any person , perhaps long for both tangeable and intangeable, the more i start to go towards, i start to go away from it. can i control the temptation? Defining temptation..hmm..Be it a phone call whom i care for or be a simple Egg puff that smells like the tastiest dish ever made when i come back from a game of shuttle on the way to my home back. I learnt that everythin that is around me has a certain relation with me that i am not able to recognize and trying either to help me or ditch me and its jus for me to know what it has to give me..?
How come things are not going well... esp. now when there is all the time to think and nothing to do at all. when people around you are so busily engaged that they hardly get any time to talk .. sorry, think also!!. even think what this person might be doing. i jus hope life has made them very busy. one minute talks from a one rupee coin dabba from outside jus to enquire how things are going on with all has become almost a distant idea. may be corporate life has changed them!. Many things can be assumed if the problem is not getting solved.
The day at home started today with a recall to buy a new USB that got burnt the day before (for that seein the stupid film golmaal returns) and then wake up with Windows opening in the companion(Comp). */i and varsha call that. /*.then start seeing the missed calls in the phone and messages from whom i thought(dissapointment though). came up with some calls from sirisha and all who are the people who know abt me .. like predicting what may be running in my mind when my face turns up to a undescribable geometrical object!!(Bad comparison, i know it). they know me quite well. felt exceptionally bad thinking abt what life had store in for me.. abt nikhils' talk(was telling i had lot of time for enjoying now.. if not now then never and then suddenly enter team working guys with money and no time) got up after the nap with rock on songs in radio for the day's play.. dissapointingly for an another day. no racket and exceptional partner to low down my morale. thot a lot while coming why this was happening. then was listenign to songs in radio.. mood changed like the radio station..lol!! this has almost become a redundant life for quite some months and sometimes i jus think its fun.. learning more than i would be learning in office, abt people at home !!
time and radio heals everything i suppose and the thing that just made me think was this:
Complexity and Diversity are illusions created by our limitations, Simplicity and Unity are Real.
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