The day raghu said" naana shivaji happy daus are up.." i thought somthign else. CTS calling him and somebody also. i thought mera number aaneey vaala hai and then its jus time i was happy sort of not getting with them. be it academic reasons or any other also. i jus think things are jus happening the way i wanted and delay is good to get better people around me. i dont want to get intimidated by anybody anymore and its jus that i had a good day ragging raghu with all those happy days chores me lucky pk and aditya near the regular satya market adda and i thought never ever again we would meet again like that particularly with that frame of the mind and i thought, the days are up. the other day when lucky was saying no more shuttle and he being left out and no more sessions in the shop.l no more analysis abt the play with and by raghu and no movies to go on weekends. most imporatnt cant get up at 10 daily like the earlier blog and almost fot the next 20 odd years.get into a frame that doesnot make me to think everything different other than my work and all shit. i perhaps might be thinking i woudl be getting my call near and i thought not to feel i dint do anythign .. experiment i suppose on anythingi want to. cooking dancing guitar shuttle solo singing classical concerts walking radio and all except things that might be in the schedule of CTS and for sure no professional !@#$ attitude out of my @$#, sure!! kinda busy or telling some make belive stories and all.. i suppose its time they get a taste of a good neat gentlemen proffesionalism from me..i really miss my rock on solo alone and many other things.. been thinking to do anythign and i wanna do with utmost enjoyment..called it hyper or anything else also.. i have been a reading a book holy christ holy grail.. lol and then talking literallly too much to some new friends and i think its us like my reaction to every situation to a guitar solo and every minute is now running and to all those who think i am showing attitude , i am doing what they are thinking..
things apart, i jus got my spy(raghu) now for me to get ready to join CTS and in much comfortablenow that i am jus ready to join there with no tensions and twists and all. good for me i suppose.. i have been literally closing my eyes and singing that song from rock on with so much imagination in my mind abt with the guitar. its almost undescribable..the heights i reach to while there is a solo for guitar.. nothign this time to write. this time. wil come back for sure..
rock on rock on thts it.. no words.. experience is like dumbman tasting honey..
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