Well this may be said as the beginnning of what i am thinking of and perhaps it must be what blogging or writing must ultimately lead me to.. seeing the positive side of this. i wanted to engage myself in good neat truths. I am not what i am now. Infact every moment either i start to go away from the goal or towards it. perhaps the more i traverse in that zone i might know the difficulty of having a sustained position of mine on the path. As said"There is a difference between knowing the path and walking on it". Deducing things to simpler quanta or humane levels of understandability actually in some terms attenuates the real gist of the content. We try to get the idea, understand it but never try to see whts behind or before or beholding the idea. Therefore we never seem to appreciate the gravity or the beauty in the making of Things.
We cant choose between the choices we never understand and therefore it would be totally premature to interpret or expect the future as it would totally kill concepts like creativity and spontaneity. One should ask oneself how can one want to know the future when he believes on instinct, creativity and natural flair. As The Oracle says " We cant make any choice, its already made, jus need to understand why we have made that choice".
I sometimes ponder why wud we try to prove our talents, the nature of competiton, to prove better than OTHERS, forcibly supressing ourselves to do to push down others in a ladder climb, but never to climb on our own irrespective of anybody with u or without u. Its jus that we have a template in our mind that says" SETTLED FUTURE" and anythign and everything we do should be modulated and transformed into that template. Perhaps too scared of the other templates..? Never do we have assimilated the term "Relativity". we have been taught the concepts in their extreme levels. sad x happy, good x bad, rich x poor and so on.. we need to learn the concepts on a 1 to 10 scale the 1st one and the 10th one. never knew what vocabulary was between the word and the antonym. perhaps some were able to like.." a little, not much, satifactory, average but cud never be quantified".Perhaps the language has an inert limitation in it. If its rich, how much? i say Bill Gates and that means he is like a 10/10 definition of rich and suppose for Christ's sake somebody tries to earn or surpass him or he becomes less. it shudnt infer somehting more than 10 liek a 10.1 superlative clause cant be quantified neither be constant.
If there was a person named GOD and he created the earth and made all the beings in it ingnorant of the reality and made believe that his power is limited to this planet(This delusion exists in every Form of living). seeing how hopelessly we depend on material that might be simple combination of matter and pure illusion created by our sense organs, what would his reaction be..? Lets have an analogy, Its like a computer game, u create the characters and the plot and the environment around them and when the character loses his way and start to make mockery of himself , not serving the purpose(actually lost his path to the ultimate destination), what would our reaction be.? angry , sad, pity, funny or urge to help him..? I suppose this might well be the most difficult circumstance for that man called GOD.?
Is our existence the beginning of anything or the end or is the transition.? Are the people around us "different arrangements' of the same folk we have been seeing for eras together.? by studying in a school, by goin to a college, by working, by earning and struggling for food and money, by emotions, by attachments, by our entire existence what is the purpose we are serving.? Wud our daily activites(whatever it may be from our getting up to eating or doing any desirable or undesirable thing) helping anything or moving us to some other level of understanding? There are some questions in eternity that drive eternity, when answered, the process stops. Every activity is based on an universial axiom(axiom is a rule that does not need to be justified or proved) i.e everything has a reason behind its happening and the other is we are moving..
