You are doing a great service to the nation son...

These are some of the very few words that gifted people get in their lives for doing something that the nation finds, a some what genuine use for. For the first time, when i heard this words in the movie " Beautiful Mind", *ing Russel Crowe., He has such a natural flair of deducing anything , infact deducing and seeing the logic behind events occuring around us. Though he was considered as indifferent and all.. The truth is that he was terribly sad with himself that he was afraid that the knowledge within himself would be misused and feared to doing things that he dint like and he mentally visualized himself getting blackmailed.!! The irony of the story is even genious folk like them have to face such horrendous threats that it becomes very hard for them to keep themselves in focus. The reason behind this observation is that, it takes lot to be gifted. when they are gifted, they usually think its a curse and then again, it takes even more to realize that those are given to complete a mission or join into a race that might lead the latter. We, crave for them and never get indeed think life would get lot easier if we were sort of mutants. But, Every entity, tangeable or intangeable, reactive or no reactive suffers, experiences and learns from its own mistakes and its course of evolution. Its jus a small analogy that the tenth class student has his own problems and then the third class boy thinks that life is heaven if he was in tenth class. Perhaps both are in such states that neither of each can express his problem thru words to the other and always think abt that life would be good and enjoyable when they swap their positions. Indeed the beauty of the evoution is we grow in our life by understanding, interacting and learning.But, like a stone, when placed on glass, when reaches higher heights gains lot of potential energy. when the higher it goes and makes a smaller mistake, it creates a bigger impact on the stone than when it would fall from a smalle height. The ignorance levels in adults becomes exhorbitantly high. A new born baby is born and according to results, it takes surprisingly either no effort or full effort of a person to make the child smile. The child is like the nature, it may smile for anything and all the time we, adults struggle to make the child smile. when the child smiles, if at all i could go inside the thinking cells of the brain of the child, it would have been echoing laughter at ignorance of the so called "grown ups" and again helplessly neither of each can communicate each other's feelings at the point when it matters. Like always.. TMTB- Too Much is Too Bad..
When i ponder about the "INNER MAN" of a person, however he might look from outside, I jus hope we all could have inner eyes to view what the real man is and see his actual reaction and whats that making him stop or making him to hesitate to do things that he is supposed to do. In the movie "Taking Chance", the major, who is supposed to be mentally strong meets people in different occupations who show their respect and their feelings for the soldier who died in the war and is taken back to his homeplace for his funeral.. The inner eye opens and he sees the respect not for the body but for the respect of a human being from a human being.. at every stage from a child to an old man feels it. The Major says." The respect for the life was given from the point he died and he was more than alive when the coffin was being carried on and he passed away when he was buried in here". Life is more than one can expect and thinks or imagines about. Its about fulfilling the mission he has come here for and perhaps we need to even search the mission.
I am herenow more than a feeling abt one's feeling on anything, anybody or any situation.Its like the more we run behind the butterfly, the farther it goes from us. We should clearly understand the contrasting difference between guidance, support , advice and forcing. This four are applicable at all levels of comprehension and interaction i.e with humans, plants etc. and with humans(frnds, relatives and officers). Often great truths are not hidden and we crack our brains to find those. Its been a more than understanding now a days pondering abt people who speak always that there is lot more to offer when we listen and as always things mould us for the circumstances we need to face. So, if at all you are fearing about how you would fare about in the cruel world outside, dont worry, an automatic healing and adjustment wizard makes you adaptable for where u go.

The more i feel the pain,
The more it makes me prepare for the future slain.
Why does the shout comes from the spasm
That conviction is the source of enthusiasm.
I feel more than tested around by you,
I get puzzled when u say, brunt was for me, why the grunt for u?
Life is not to be concluded now in this phase,
I realize its clear now , when u removed the Haze..!!